It’s such a depressing day. News of the sad demise of so many people related to me or to people I am related to, just shook me.
“Today is a good day and I tell this to myself everyday.” I work on this formula and every morning I start with a happy note. But today, I couldn’t. Even though I had other reasons to be happy, I couldn’t.
About 6 people died in past 72 hours. The news itself was highly shocking and depressing. I have no idea how to express my grief or not express at all. It’s just, it is depressing. It is depressing enough to ruin days, weeks, months even.
I wish I could have a good today like every other day, but I didn’t. It’s how life plays. The thought of them not with us anymore is disturbing and even an attempt of imagination is deadly and disastrous.
It has destroyed my mental health so much that I can’t even dare to guess the family’s condition and dearer ones’.
RIP to the souls departed.